Every Last One

This is my life: The alarm goes off at five-thirty with the murmuring of a public-radio announcer, telling me that there has been a coup in Chad, a tornado in Texas.  My husband stirs briefly next to me, turns over, blinks, and falls back to sleep for another hour.  My robe lies at the foot of the bed, printed cotton in the summer, tufted chenille for the cold.   The coffeemaker comes on in the kitchen below as I leave the bathroom, go downstairs in bare feet, pause to put away a pair of boots left splayed in the downstairs back hallway and to lift the newspaper from the back step.  The umber quarry tiles in the kitchen were a bad choice; they are always cold.  I let the dog out of her kennel and put a cup of kibble in her bowl.  I hate the early mornings, the suspended animation of the world outside, the veil of black and then the oppressive gray of the horizon along the hills outside the French doors.  But it is the only time I can rest without sleeping, think without deciding, speak and hear my own voice.  It is the only time I can be alone.  Slightly less than an hour each weekday when no one makes demands.

I became totally immersed in Anna Quindlen’s Every Last One and in the family of her fictional Mary Beth Latham.  I was not prepared for the horrific incident toward the end of the novel, but felt such awe and admiration for Mary Beth’s determination and bravery.

A good read.

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